Simple enough ?

2010-09-21T00:12:00.001+08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT :
I have moved. Somewhere over the Rainbow. This Blog will stay inactive Until whenever. Do get in touch with me for my new address ! :D

2010-09-09T13:01:00.002+08:00

I had a conversation with a friend a year ago.
He asked me what I would like to be.
I told him , I might consider being a tree.
Then he asked " Why don't you want to become a star."
I went back home and though about it.
And I wanted to be a star shinning high above the skies.
At least in the sky , it wouldn't be so terrifying.
The world is a vicious place to live in.

2010-08-22T22:20:00.001+08:00

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you, they're not the only ones who cry
When they see you

You said,
You don't know me, you don't even care
You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains.

2010-08-17T01:31:00.000+08:00

Just close our eyes .
And be happy .

2010-08-07T01:13:00.001+08:00

I lost myself .

2010-07-29T01:09:00.001+08:00

What happened
After last summer
When we broke up
In September

I haven't seen you
Feels like a long time
Sometimes it still hurts
But I always get by

I still got a piece of you under my skin
It's always there no matter where I've been

So if I ever see you on the street
I'll pretend that I didn't see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So I wont even start
I wont even start

I wish you luck
And I wish it true
That's the best
I can do for you

Cuz you'll probably find love
In someone new
I have to let go
Yeah it's hard to do

So if I run into you with your arm by his side
Just know it'll cut me like a knife

So if I ever see you on the street
I'll pretend that I didn't see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And thatll break my heart
So I wont even start
I wont even start

2010-07-29T01:08:00.002+08:00

Today, I went to Chinatown
Shopping was Fun !

2010-07-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

2010-07-25T01:31:00.002+08:00

Today. I tried my best.
Alhamdullilah.

Everybody have been complaining how annoying the youth Olympic games theme song is.
I didn't really care , because I have'nt heard it yet
But at 6PM .
I got the taste of how annoying the song is.
Apparently , there was a super early National Day Celebration.
Yes. What the Hockey ?
It's not even August yer.
And I swear . The song. is like. What the hockey ?
And during Maghrib , the music started to blast even louder.
What the.

Anyhoots.
Tomorrow will be a better day ^^
InsyaAllah

2010-07-24T03:39:00.003+08:00

When I was 16.
I had 4 great friends.
We enjoyed cursing .
Getting kicked out of class.
Skipping class .
Making fun of our Science Teacher.
Stealing Instruments from the Science Laboratory .

Teachers.
They loved us.
No, most of them hated us.

However , behind those bright eyes.
We had stories to tell.
Stories that nobody listened to but us.
We had dreams and Inspiration we wanted to achieve.
He wanted to be a singer.
He wanted to be a chef.
He wanted to be a Photographer.
She wanted to save life.
Nobody cared except us.

Somedays , we would skip to class .
We would smile like idiots and laugh at the slightest things even when the weather turned it's back on us.
Somedays , we would come in to class just fuming mad.
"****, that counselor.****. Keep picking one my ankle sock"
"****. She ah. Think she so pretty meh ? Her mole got **** hair"
"****. Angie. "
Somedays , we would come in class feeling solemn. Defeated.
Because, his dad kept hitting on him.
Because she misses her dad.
Because her dad was always disappointed.
Because nobody listens to him.
Because she's had her heart crush to bits.
During these period , we would shamelessly cry.
Cry. and cry
We would rant and rant and rant.

Look where we are now.
I'm so happy for each and everyone.
Individuals who are worth looking up to.
That vowed we recklessly agreed upon.
To meet up 10 years later .
Let's keep it.

Oh. When I was 16.
That was the best year of my life.
:)

2010-07-24T03:34:00.002+08:00

It's 3:36AM .
And I'm still awake .
Do you know what this is ?
It's called a sleeping disorder.

This week , I am guilty of wasting my life away .
Watching day and Night Unfold right in front of my eyes without feeling thankful for anything.
Oh Allah. I have sinned too much .
Tomorrow will be a better day Insya'Allah :)

I miss friends.
It feels like I have been holding myself captive in my own room for too many nights.
And I cannot take this ridicule anymore.
I shall be a strong girl tomorrow.
Oh yeah baby .~

2010-07-22T00:44:00.001+08:00

One day.
When I finally Fall in love.
It will definitely be forever . :)

2010-07-09T09:48:00.001+08:00

Last Night ,
I went for a late-night show with nani and win.
We caught Despicable me.
It's so lame , that you can't help but to laugh at everything.
And Agnes is the cutest thing ever.

"It's so fluffy !"
I should do this more often.
I'm happy ! :)

2010-07-07T23:53:00.001+08:00

For liking you.
I must be crazy.
For still praying that we'll work out,
I'm so pathetic.

2010-07-07T23:43:00.003+08:00

Salam.
I've been kept busy with FYP.
Reports after reports.
This is crazy.
I've been going down to school to make Agars.
How Irritating is that .
Me and Husna have been talking like scientist.
And It's so hilarious !
Just hope that all goes well for this FYP. Doa ~ :)
I'm so sad For Missing Ustaz Shafie Zikir tonight
Mamadewi called to tell me how great it was. :(
4 August. InsyaAllah :)

2010-07-04T01:57:00.003+08:00

I was looking around.
And then I found you.
You are a nice person.
I think you have a heart of gold.
May Allah Bless you :)

2010-07-01T15:35:00.002+08:00

It was/is/will be a tiring day today.
I'm going to meet all the Lonza Interns today.
Fuhhhh.

Today , I had a lot of secret conversations with myself.
I converse more with myself than anyone else.
I like talking to me because , I don't have to lie at any point.
I can say EVERYTHING I want to without any guilt.
I sometimes tell jokes to myself , and I swear the jokes are damn funny.
keke .
I shall call myself gemuk.

2010-06-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

DA BOMB.

2010-06-29T23:26:00.003+08:00

Don't live your life like It's a narrative story .
"Smiles sadly"
"Laugh weakly"
"Turns away sadly"
"Tears collecting like a water-bank"
"Tears rolling down like a wheel-barrow on my rosy cheeks"

Rather say.
I am sad.
I am depressed.
I am angry.
I am disappointed
I am damn Happy
I am delighted.
I am ecstatic.

Doesn't that sound more. cool

2010-06-29T23:15:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling a little too ..
Hmm, I don't really know , but the feeling isn't that awesome .

I wish I could stay silent the whole day and not having people asking me why.
I wish I could Ignore everybody and not having to hurt them.
I wish I could Scream at people's face and not having to explain why.
I wish I could not smile and not having people think I'm sad.
I wish I was a chameleon.

I'm just tired .
Jing jing .

Oh Allah, please give the strength.
I am a little bit strong , but an addition of a little bit more strength would definitel help.
Hehehehe

2010-06-28T01:01:00.001+08:00

2010-06-27T01:29:00.004+08:00

Salam . Today , was a really nice day. Alhamdullilah
I got to catch Toy Story 3 .
It's been so long since I caught a movie worth watching .
I'm going to watch it again :D
Then, I went to Masjid Sultan for "Majlis Cinta Rasul"
MasyaAllah , the turnout was so awesome .

I was so happy .
I'm just so happy.
And I would like to stay happy .

Saya redha .

2010-06-25T23:32:00.001+08:00

Kadang aku berpikir
Dapatkah kita terus coba
Mendayung perahu kita
Menyatukan ingin kita

Sedang selalu saja
Khilaf yang kecil mengusik
Bagai angin berhembus kencang
Goyahkan kaki kita

Genggam tanganku jangan bimbang
Tak usah lagi dikenang
Naif diri yang pernah datang
Jadikan pelajaran sayang
Dengar bisikanku oh dinda
Coba lapangkan dada kita
Trima aku apa adanya
Jujur hati yang kita jaga

Mengapa selalu saja
Khilaf yang kecil mengusik
Bagai ombak yang besar
Goyahkan kaki kita

Genggam tanganku jangan bimbang
Tak usah lagi dikenang
Naif diri yang pernah datang
Jadikan pelajaran sayang
Dengar bisikanku oh dinda
Coba lapangkan dada kita
Trima aku apa adanya
Jujur hati yang kita jaga

This was one of the earliest and most memorable Indon Song .

And I'm still loving it :)

2010-06-24T10:41:00.002+08:00

Girls should be strong and Independant
Girls do not have to crave for attention.
Girls should not go weak on their knees
Girls should keep a stiff upper lips.
Girls should never let anyone step over their heads.
Girls should be smart and should think for themselves.
Girls should know what it is right and what's not.
Girls should never allow themselves to be followers.

I wish I could tell you that you're being played with.
But I am in no position to tell you this.
It's going to hurt you so much.
When you finally open your eyes, I'll be there to give you a hug.
Little girl, please stay strong.

2010-06-23T10:49:00.005+08:00

Salam everybody.
Good MORNENG.
Today, I will stop all my ridiculousness and start doing my report.

So, apparently for my FYP I have to screen novel Actinomycetes for secondary metabolites.
Do not fret, If you didn't comprehend what I just wrote, because neither do I.
This proves how dead I am .
Doa that today goes well everybody .
And May your day be a bright and cheerful one. InsyaAllah .:)

2010-06-22T23:26:00.003+08:00

It's time for us to shine now.
Let's do this.
Do'a everybody ~ :)
May the upcoming event be a success, cause truthfully, I'm sick of all the past failures.

2010-06-22T15:48:00.001+08:00

My feelings , isn't something you can toy around with.

So , go away .
Go far far away .

2010-06-22T10:34:00.003+08:00

I'm frozen with this fear
That you may disappear
Before I've given you the truth

2010-06-22T09:25:00.004+08:00

Two days ago,
Ustaz darwis finally tied the knot with Kak Aisyah.
Both of them were so gorgeous.
The wedding was epic !They had really nice food & the atmosphere was just perfecto.May the both of you be happy until the end of time.
InsyaAllah.

I got to spent both saturday and Sundays with my Fityan Buddies.
Beyond question, if it's them , I definitely had fun.
Nurul Syahidah.
I wished you were there with me.
I didn't forget you.
So, don't forget me .

I stand by the strong belief that , If they're really your friends,
You don't always have to be with them EVERYDAY.
Damn , that will irritate the crap out of me.
Sometimes. you just want to have that Alone grace period.
Friends , are people you know that , no matter what happens, they'll still be there to give you a hug.
I don't have lots of friend.And truthfully , I don't want to have lots of friend. A few good friends is better than having millions of casual friends.
Because, It's so difficult to have to please people and to not hurt them with the things you do or say.
In front of people who are just casual friends, you have to act nice all the time.
It feels so shitty when you have to act and not be sincere about it. Have you ever felt your heart feeling so weary, because you spent the whole day being a pretender ? I despise that feeling .

In front of your good friends,
You can show them who you truly are.
You can act like a spoilt brat in front of them , and yet, they will still be your friend.
Hey, don't get me wrong , I can be nice too.
But, I really love all my good friends.

Bottom line is.
A friendship should be genuine and sincere.

Latt is my best friend .
I love her.
And she loves me.
She puts up with my bratty behaviour.
And I put up with her irritatingness.
I know she'll be there until the end. :)
InsyaAllah

2010-06-22T00:07:00.005+08:00

Hi.
In the afternoon, while I was on my way back home ,
my mind was filled with so many thoughts .
I wanted to type them out.
But they evanesce .

I had epilogue with an acquaintance on Pre-marital sex.
I am not one, to fuss over such things .
But, how can I look the other way , when such repulsive acts are occurring right under my nose.
People whom I used to call friends are doing it.
Sex is like. Holding hands to them.
It's effortless.

Whats more despicable is that , they can still raise their heads high up and profess "I'm a muslim".
I feel forlorn when I think about this.
I have a strong repugnance against such beings.
How can they still live their life , like as if nothing happened .
They might not give a crap about their future .
But at least think about that innocent kid and the future that awaits him.
He's going to be a mistake . He's going to be the regret you face with everyday.
Does it make you happy?
Will it make him smile.
Will he able to get that sincere love he deserves to ?
Will he have his mum and dad beside him through the good and bad times.
Is it fair ?

Fight those desires.
Fight those whispers
Never let your Iman falter.
Let's all doa for us
May Allah bestow upon us his forgiveness and His hidayah
Amin Ya Raab.

Though you're an idiot.
I'm still going to trust you.

2010-06-20T22:56:00.001+08:00

I had so much to write tonight.
But my eyes are failing on me.
And I'm to tired
I'll be back tomorrow. InsyaAllah.

2010-06-06T00:21:00.001+08:00

Don't ever fall in love.
Don't.

2010-05-22T01:04:00.001+08:00

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken.

After all this years , I thought It would be better.
This heart , would stop hurting .
But, I'm not over you.

2010-04-18T15:52:00.001+08:00

What if tomorrow still feels like today ?
I am not weird.
I am just depressed.

2010-04-18T14:38:00.002+08:00

Today, I really want to eat Bulgogi.
;)

2010-04-17T22:41:00.003+08:00

I had so much to say.
I wanted the whole world to know how I was feeling.
Then , I thought of you . The things I'm going through is nothing compared to yours.
It amaze me. How you never fail to make it through a storm and at the end of the day, that glorious smile will always appear across your face.
I want to thank you, for everything you have done for me.
For sticking up for me when I did stupid stuff.
For reassuring me , that I was the best.
For believing that I was stronger than anybody else.
When I was so depressed , and wanted to end things.
I thought of Allah and his messenger.
Then , I thought about you .
You would be disappointed in me wouldn't you ?
You who believed that I was capable of being a strong , independent little girl.
But , sometimes , things get a little to hard, and I may falter .
I may cry for nights.
I may hide.
But, I promise you, I'll grow up to be a stronger person.

I miss you friend.
I swear I miss you.
May Allah protect you and bless you always.
;)

2010-04-17T09:59:00.001+08:00

I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd
But don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed
But won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it's not easy to be me

2010-04-11T22:26:00.001+08:00

Just that one special person .

2010-04-05T22:32:00.001+08:00

Wow.
I really don't like you.

2010-04-03T00:00:00.001+08:00

Oh Tuhan tolonglah aku
Janganlah kau biarkan diriku
Jatuh cinta kepadanya
S'bab andai itu terjadi
Akan ada hati yang terluka
Tuhan tolong diriku.

;(

2010-03-25T21:48:00.002+08:00

Teman.
Betapa pilunya hati.
menghadapi perpisahan ini
pahit manis perjuangan
telah kita rasa bersama
semoga Allah meredhai
persahabatan dan perpisahan ini.
Teruskan perjuangan ini.

I will always love Fityan Assyakirin :)

2010-03-22T23:45:00.002+08:00

I will be happy , just like this :)

2010-03-18T23:13:00.002+08:00

I woke up in the morning feeling so bruised.
I don't like it one bit ~

2010-03-18T00:01:00.002+08:00

Have you felt so sad , that the sadness clogs up your heart .
You end up not being able to breath properly.

My heart , speaks when I'm sad,
but when I open my mouth , I can only utter words.
Words so light and insignificant .

2010-03-15T23:32:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah.
I do not understand what's happening.
I do not understand this feeling
I am lost.
Show me the right way please
;(

2010-03-15T21:53:00.002+08:00

While doing my work.
I thought about life , about people.

Everything feels so , odd.
And that makes me sad.

2010-03-11T22:32:00.002+08:00

I wish we never had to lie.
I wish we told the truth.
I wish to believe that the heart never lies.
You've hurt so many , by doing so little.
I wish i was brave enough to tell you this.

2010-03-07T13:04:00.002+08:00

The thought of having to go work tomorrow,
makes me sick.
The thought of being lonely,
makes me sick.

2010-03-04T23:46:00.001+08:00

I don't want to work anymore.
I hate it .

2010-03-03T23:20:00.002+08:00

I wanted today to be better.
It just got worst.

Ya Allah .
Give me strength .
Doa .

2010-03-01T23:46:00.002+08:00

I had my first day of attachment today.
I did'nt like it all.
I've never felt so alone before.
I wish I could tell you how i feel.
I wish you would listen .

Ya Allah .
I feel so sad.
I feel so defeated.
I feel so alone.

But . Ya Allah .
When I'm alone .
I know you're with me .
When I feel like nobody's listening ,
I thank you for the comfort you have given me .
When I feel like giving up and ending it all ,
I thank you for the strength and courage you bestowed upon me.
When I feel like there's not much to look forward to
I thank you for all Your Nikmat.

I will not be a crybaby .
I will try my best .
Insya'Allah .

2010-02-28T23:32:00.000+08:00

I feel so weird.
I don't want to work. ;(

2010-02-28T02:21:00.000+08:00

You know.
It is very hurtful .

2010-02-27T13:07:00.001+08:00

I feel so .

2010-02-25T23:40:00.003+08:00

One more to go.
And then what ?
-.-
While others get to drift in their own make believe world for 2 months,
I have to work.
I'm complaining and I'm not happy about it.

It's going to be a hard year indeed , but , let's try and put up a strong front.
No no. I am strong.
AJA AJA :)

I thank Allah for giving me the strength to carry on.
Alhamdullilah.

2010-02-24T08:15:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah
Jika Aku jatuh cinta ,
cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang
melabuhkan cintanya pada-MU
Agar bertambah kekuatan ku untuk mencintai-MU

It's so beautiful. MasyaAllah. ;(

2010-02-23T20:08:00.001+08:00

I really hate studying.

2010-02-21T22:45:00.003+08:00

I'm on the pursuit of happiness
I know everything that shines ain't always going to be gold
I'll be fine once I get it.

2010-02-21T14:55:00.003+08:00

And we've got to find other ways

To make it alone
Or keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance

2010-02-20T00:54:00.002+08:00

Why did you even have to get yourself into such mess ?
I'm so sorry .

2010-02-16T19:34:00.002+08:00

He said It would hurt some of us.
I didn't know it would hurt us so bad .
My Brothers and Sisters ,
we're slipping away.
Let's hold on. For a little more.
We can do it InsyaAllah .

2010-02-12T23:25:00.003+08:00

I have not cried for a year now.
I cannot cry.
I cannot feel.
I cannot sympathize.
I cannot be real.
I cannot be truthful.
I cannot be genuine.
So , would you still look at me with kind eyes ?

Oh Allah , please bestow upon me your hidayah.
Amin.

2010-02-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

I AM SO ANGRY.

2010-02-09T01:31:00.001+08:00

I would love to go to Backstreet Boys concert.
:(

Tell me why~
Ain't nothing but a heartache.

2010-02-09T01:29:00.001+08:00

Im so happy.
Alhamdullilah .
I finally know where I'll be having my attachment.
LONZA Biologics.
Best nyer
:):):)

2010-02-07T19:15:00.000+08:00

2010-02-07T19:01:00.003+08:00

They always forget me.
People always walk away from me, when they know me.
The feeling of being so insignificant to everybody, is just so heartbreaking.

Hi.
My name is Nurul Fatin .
I'm nothing special.
But , I wish you would remember me.

Ya allah ,
I only have you.

2010-02-05T00:43:00.000+08:00

My own dad.
Dislikes me.
How heartbreaking is that ?
Apparently , it is .

2010-01-16T12:16:00.001+08:00

Do not say. "We have accepted faith ; rather , say we have accepted Islam , for faith have not entered your hearts. "

Masyallah Tabarakallah

2010-01-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

Ya allah.
I am at my weakest .
Give me strength , give me faith.

I don't understand why we are giving up so easily on something we worked so hard for .
Don't we remember the things we went through to get this far ?
How can we throw something so precious away.
Yes, we're not perfect.
We have so much flaws if compared to the others,
We're not good kids.
Neither are we bad.
That's the reason , I'm not going to give up on all us . Just yet.
Don't just make this a mere memory. It will hurt so much.

2010-01-03T14:33:00.000+08:00

When my heart became constricted and my paths became narrow - I took my hope in Your pardon and forgiveness as an opening and an escape - My sins seemed very great to me but when I compared them to Your forgiveness My Lord, I found Your forgiveness to be greater - Imam Shafi'i (Rahimahullah)

2010-01-01T01:10:00.002+08:00

In 2009 ..
I gave up on memories.
I gave up on dreams and hope.
I gave up on sadness , I gave up on happiness ,
I gave up being a person .
I gave up living.

In 2009 ..
I was unhappy.
I got rid of my ability to sympathize , to love , to forgive.

In 2009 ..
I didn't give up on my faith.
I held on to my only believe , my comfort.
Ya allah.
Forgive me , for I am ashamed of myself.

2010-01-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

Alhamdullilah.
Its 2010.

2009-12-28T22:15:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry for complaining :(

2009-12-27T22:28:00.002+08:00

OHMAYGAD.
My weakly hospital charges are driving me INSANE.

Dear goverment ,
If you havn't noticed ,
I'm insanely poor.
There's only $30 in my bank account.
But , come tomorrow , I'll only have $5
due to your deadly bills.
I can't even buy a decent 50 cent drink without worrying about my penniless future.
What bullshat.
$25 just to look and comment about my eye.
Utterly nonsense.

2009-12-27T15:58:00.002+08:00

So tell me darling do you wish we'd fall in love ?
All the time.

2009-12-27T15:58:00.001+08:00

So tell me darling do you wish we'd fall in love ?
All the time.

2009-12-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

Tonight .
My heart aches because I envy you.
I wish i was you.
I wish I had dreams.
I wish i was better than you.

2009-12-08T17:20:00.000+08:00

I bet if we froze right here and didn't move and didn't breathe we could stop time.

2009-12-06T20:34:00.002+08:00

And sometimes I think the people to feel saddest for are people who once knew what profoundness was, but who lost or became numb to the sensation of wonder - people who closed the door that lead us into the secret world - or who had the doors closed for them by time and neglect and decisions made in times of weakness.

2009-12-03T19:34:00.001+08:00

2009-12-02T12:39:00.003+08:00

I think I'll start collecting barbie dolls again.
Seriously.
Barbie dolls hoo ~

2009-12-01T01:37:00.001+08:00

I need to smile.
I need to sincerely laugh.

2009-12-01T01:34:00.003+08:00

Truthfully , my heart aches every single day.
I've never felt so. Alone even when I'm not.
It's like , I don't belong.
Damn , I'm pathetic. Damn.
I hate school.
I don't like this feeling .
I despise it. I wish it would die.

2009-11-27T21:42:00.001+08:00

As i look back,
I wonder what you saw in me.
In so much ways , you're more superior.
My flaws they're countless.
But i thank you .
I really do.

2009-11-20T20:14:00.002+08:00

It's going to be a better day.
I can pretend to feel it.
It will get better.
Yes it will :)

2009-11-20T20:10:00.001+08:00

Today , my head hung low.

Today , feels so lonely.

Today , feels so weak.

Dear god , give me the strength to forgive.

Dear god , in you i seek comfort.

2009-11-16T00:05:00.001+08:00

My facebook died on me.
It's so sad :(

Today I had Youth A.L.I.V.E and i adore those seesions so much :)

Today , my heart broke.

No.35 Act like a kid again by playing on a playground.

2009-11-13T22:51:00.002+08:00

Hey.
My facebook is apparently down down down.
Apparently i have an invalid email address.
Fishballs.

Perhaps I shall start blogging again.
:D

Today , I had sushi with hasna.
We went to eat at this place with really werid people.
Dear innocent waiter , I did'nt mean to laugh in your face.
However , I do not feel sorry.
I'm sorry.
Then , we had a karaoke session where , at the end of it , I thought i had lost my larynx.
Or is it pharynx ?
Either or.

School is getting hectic.
Workloads are ridiculous.
Oh well , I'm trying my best though.

Taeyang's new MV was released today.
And it's a heartbreaker :(
Love it.

"Once the music ends - you'll be with him forever"

2009-09-07T08:19:00.000+08:00

Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down.

2009-09-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

After much thought,
I've decided to step into this blog once again.
I never intended for this blog to be forgotten.
It's a dear sanctuary for me.

Alot of things had happened during this past few months (?)
Some beautiful ones.
Some unpleasant ones indeed.
I'm just thankful for still being able to breathe the air I'm breathing.
Okay , minus the burning of hell notes. Prrft.

My birthday was great.
I thank everybody for everything.

And , ramadhan.
What more can I say :)

2009-08-08T00:32:00.001+08:00

Family.

2009-08-08T00:28:00.002+08:00

Ohman.
How long has it been ?
Forever .
Sorry for the lack of updates.
I just did'nt feel like sharing anything .

I can't wait for National day.
I'm meeting up with the PARTAY PEOPLE.
How much i miss them.
Perangai.
Everybody's bringing their Girlfriend.
Perangai memang.

And my dear friend.
We are here for you.

2009-07-23T01:27:00.003+08:00

Oh , I did'nt get to see the solar eclipse.

But I managed to see it on the TV.

Anway,

Let's give thanks and praises to Allah

For letting the whole world see the beauty of HIS creation.

Masyallah.

2009-07-23T01:23:00.002+08:00

OHMYHEAVEN.
I NEED MY YOKO YOKO.
RIGHT NOW.
Apparently , my bones are decaying.
And my trustworthy Yoko Yoko is missing.
This is a sad day for me.

2009-07-19T21:37:00.004+08:00

“Glory be to Allah who has taken His servant

on a journey in the night,

from Masjid al-Haram to Masjid al-Aqsa,

whose precincts

We have blessed,

so as to show him some of Our Signs:

for He sees and hears all things.”

2009-07-18T22:18:00.002+08:00

IT WAS AWESOMENESSS.

2009-07-17T19:29:00.003+08:00

Okay.
At school just now , I attended a meditation class.
Meditation kills you.
Maybe I'ts just me , but I don't SEE colours in me.
The whole meditation thingy was just hillarious.
So irritating.

2009-07-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

I miss Fathimah.
I've never told her this , but she's my best friend.
It's been so long since we've seen each other.
How have you been ?
You do realize i love you with all my heart.
People may think we're mental.
But laughing at every single thing which passes us by seems so right.
You do know that I truly treasure this Friendship.
My days aren't special anymore.
Because we havn't seen each other for so long ,
I hope the next time we meet ,
there won't be any awkward moments because that will just break my heart.
Dear Friend , I miss you.

2009-07-11T13:14:00.000+08:00

And then the next day
How will you know your enemy
By their colour or your fear
One by one you can cage them
In your freedom
Make them all disappear